It's Only a Distraction from HIM and ME

These next couple of months will be difficult.
I'm so exhausted.
I can't think.
So much has changed.
So much has remained the same.
So much do to.
I just want to enjoy the squirrels and the outdoors.
I want to write, read and be merry.
I want to enjoy ME.
Who am I?
The last nine years have blown by.
I've done nothing for ME. I've done everything for everyone else.
It's all a blur except for one constant: HIM.
Why do I focus on all the things that are so difficult to achieve with so little reward?
Is it worth it?
No.
What is?
Him and writing.
Keep writing.
Hone your craft.
It will come.
Forget the rest.
It's only a distraction from the real purpose.
Keep going. Don't worry. Life will go on.
It doesn't matter.